Nerves

It is getting harder to rest and I am getting increasingly nervous.  I hope he is ready to come out! He doesn't have much of a choice, but hopefully he will cooperate and come quickly.  I hope the contractions I have had up until now have softened my cervix and I am already dilated at least a little bit.  I just don't want a long dragged out labor again.  I was in labor for 72 hours with Derek. It was way too long!

Tomorrow I will catch up on all the shows from this week, watch a few movies and try and get a good nights rest before Friday.  I rented 40 Year Old Virgin, and a few other movies to keep me entertained and my mind busy.  I figure tomorrow will be the longest day I have had here.